First of all, as I write this at 2 am, I'm trying not to cry (and failing) that Robin Williams is dead. It saddens me a lot more than I ever imagined it would. Maybe because he's one of those guys that in a childish way I never imagined passing away, like I just thought he would always be there. I'm so sorry you felt you couldn't carry on anymore. Rest in peace xxx
I have absolutely no idea what I've done this week. I've been trying to be more productive everyday, giving myself to-do lists and I even went so far as to make a five-year plan which involves graduating, writing and publishing some stuff
Speaking of writing and publishing, that is something I got done this week. I finally finished my first zine. I've been working on it for almost a month now and I don't want to be self deprecating and be like oh it's terrible, because I worked so hard on it and then it makes other people think oh it is terrible. But at the same time, as a rule of being the work of a fledging writer, it is bad. It's my first zine and maybe in a year I will look back and laugh. So there. In that sentence I hopefully managed to be both self deprecating and encouraging about my own work ha.
I put the zine on etsy here. It's a fake/parody conspiracy theory magazine about illuminati handshakes which is a REAL conspiracy theory.
The song which my post title is from: Liz Phair - Fire Up The Batmobile. It's melancholic
Oh Captain, my Captain